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Hidden Idolatry

April 23, 2014 By: Angela Parlin

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Even with truth living in and around me, somehow the lie came along too.

I believed in Jesus so young. No major questions, just a big Yes, I believe. I don’t ever remember saying yes to the lie, but it followed me anyway.

It’s the oldest lie on the books, the same lie that poisoned Eden. It wears the mask of something more, something better. But it spoils. After it weasels in to take root in our hearts.

God doesn’t truly love you, not enough. You need more. That’s the lie.

Did you know we can hold the truth in one hand, and reach for something better with the other?

We live in such a broken-down place, but we still build our towers to the skies. We fill ourselves up, or we try.

Even when we hold the truth, we can be living under the influence of the lies.

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We need to remember, on thousands of days–God loves us. Oh, how He loves and made a way to rescue us. While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. He who came not to condemn the world, but to save it.

And we need to be reminded, Jesus is enough. He didn’t only die for us. He was raised to life for us. Because He IS life, and He wants to create new life in us.

Why do we still look for life in other places? We wouldn’t usually call it that. Okay, we’d never call it that.

But the root of all our sin is—we desire created things more than we desire the Creator. We are idolaters, of the hidden kind.

We need to remember who God is, and we need to remember who we are. And then, the only way for us, is to repent.

We need revival, the life of Jesus poured into us.

It starts here. Not at a spectacular event. Not under a big tent on a summer evening with a preacher’s voice booming and a call to come forward.

But here, in my heart, in the middle of April at my kitchen desk. With the Word open and my heart open. In this moment, I desire nothing more than Him. And when I stray from here, I need this revival again. {So I will need it by tomorrow. But actually much sooner.}

My life, in Christ, depends on it.

So then, just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord, continue to live your lives IN HIM, rooted and built up in Him… Colossians 2:6-7

 

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To Fall In Love With Paris

April 1, 2014 By: Angela Parlin

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I’d always wanted to visit Paris. I’d toured another part of France, but had not yet fallen in love with the City of Light. With her magical avenues, delicious crepes, stone steps to climb by the hundreds, and unbelievable architecture.

It only took 4 days to fall in love with Paris. 4 hours, really, so there were days to carry on the affair. Here’s how it happened.

Day 1. After a long, “overnight”, wide-awake flight, we checked into our hotel (at 7 am) for a few hours’ sleep.

We ventured out toward Arc de Triomphe, close to our hotel. That is, if you go the right direction. 🙂 Oh you guys, it’s a glorious structure!!! Just. Oh. How do I??? You’ll have to trust me. I was TAKEN by its beauty.

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In homeschool this year, we studied all the big French stuff. Which makes me sound not smart enough to teach history, but I promise. I was interjecting historical facts all week long. DP, you’ll vouch for me on this, right? (He was impressed.)

And then we beheld the most beautiful avenue in the world. So they say, and I agree.

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The Champs Elysees, which is addicting to say when you get your French on, is lined with horse chestnut trees, cafes and luxury shops. But here’s my truth: I am not a real shopper. I do squeal over cute shoes and handbags, but I only pretended to be a shopper because it seemed like the Parisian thing to do.

Until it rained.

We ducked into an adorable pastry shop on my list of places to visit, La Duree. Which should mean Heavenly Pastries. But I don’t think it does. Looking around (read: people-watching), I learned, and you can quote me on this, Sugar is not the devil in France. People ordered multiple desserts, as well as a sugary café or chocolat chaud. I listened for accents. These were not Americans ordering the multiple desserts. How do they get away with this??? Oh yes, the walking…

We ate dinner in the Manet-Degas room at our hotel that evening with our company hosts. Catching up with some of our favorite travel buddies, we stayed awake until my eyes glazed over.

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Day 2. Tour of Il de la Cite, an island at the center of Paris, began at 9 am. Why did we sign up for this again? I will never understand because at this point my body was begging for sleep. As long as I kept moving, I was fine.

We toured Sainte Chapelle with her unforgettable stained-glass windows and the magnificent Notre Dame where a Super-Excited Catholic Girl in our group made me rehearse scenes from Superstar. Repeatedly. Remember that movie? Anyone?

To continue our perfect day in Paris, we headed to the Latin Quarter. Ate an amazing veggie burger, strolled cobblestone streets, became photo-obsessed for a short time, and then back to the hotel. Realized it was Wednesday, the Louvre stays open late, and we went for it. We loved the museum, but did not care about seeing it all. If we had, we would have hated it.

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We topped off the night with an hour-long walk…accidentally…back to Champs Elysees for a late dinner. The Chinese President was visiting Paris, so much of the street was blocked off and lined with Policie….very safe, at least. The Eiffel Tower sparkled, and that night we slept like well-fed babies. (Not newborns.)

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Day 3. Met friends for breakfast at Starbucks, our home away from home, even if my simple unsweet iced tea throws Europe for a loop. Headed off to Place de la Concorde and Tuilleres (gardens) for almost-endless photos. (Sorry honey.) Had planned to visit Musee de Orsay for the impressionists, but the rest of Paris planned the same, so we’re saving it for next time. Took a rickshaw cab back to the Latin Quarter to meet friends. Loved our hilarious driver, Igor, but learned there are “10 deaths a day” involving rickshaws in Paris, according to our chic French concierge. Enjoyed lunch with friends and a Seine bateau cruise to see it all by daylight.

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At almost evening, we did the Eiffel Tower. Climbed over 600 steps to the 2nd floor, which had me seriously doubting my belief that Paris can only be experienced in cute shoes. My feet paid the high price, but something about Paris told me to leave the workout shoes with the workout. Which is my rule in general. (I hated myself right then.) Hours later, my feet were surely BROKEN. I dreamed of Brooks running shoes and an Epsom salt bath, and didn’t even care about dinner. Not only because of the tower, but all the other hours of walking. In cute shoes. Nonetheless, a good night’s sleep does a body good.

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Day 4. Are you Friday? Adrenaline, one more day, yes?

I kept trying to pick favorites. Impossible! But Montmartre, the highest point in the city, was most definitely my favorite. We headed to Sacre Couer (cathedral) with friends, and I’m not sure there could be a more beautiful structure. Have I used that line yet? I’m serious. Unbelievable.

 

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And then on to Place du Tertre, the square where artists gather….my people. I could not wait. There was another slight directional mixup involving hundreds of stairs in cute shoes. Again. It turned out, my people were a group of old men with long gray, matted, messy hair and paintbrushes. But I felt a connection.

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We spent our last evening cruising the Seine, looking forward to the people we call home, and dreaming of all the places we’d go on our next trip to Paris-dise. 4 days in Paris is totally doable, if you have littles back home you can’t stand to leave for much longer. Totally enough time to fall in love with Paris. Au Revoir!

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Oops, We Did It Again

March 10, 2014 By: Angela Parlin

IMG_1125I was going to ask, Do you ever…? But instead, how often do you completely overdo your weekend? Because oops–we did it again.

This morning, it showed. It was ugly. Not one child wanted to get up, so there was coaxing, soft and sweet at first. I always begin this way. It doesn’t often yield the intended result. So I persist, in between trying to get my own overtired self ready.

Then I flip lights on, hard and fast–the morning kiss of death. I hate bright lights in the morning. Sunlight coming in the windows? Yes, love. But manufactured overhead lights? Oh, please no! Anything but that!!!

Then my voice gets higher and louder. And I issue threats. Do you need to lose {fill in the blank} this afternoon? If you don’t get up and get ready, YOU WILL, buddy. TRY ME.

The threat works. Shew! They forgot how inconsistent I tend to be. They believed I would remember to carry it out. Thanks for the confidence, kids.

With the seriously amazing, above-and-beyond help of my husband (He is the greatest!!!), all we tired people have gotten to school or work or the quiet café this morning. But we’re feeling Monday. The late nights because of sleepovers and long dinners with friends and a handful of basketball games played or cheered for (GO DUKE!), and then rounding it out with the Food Truck Rodeo yesterday afternoon…Wow. That was a weekend!

I sat cozied in my car a few extra minutes this morning, asking God to help me live in the light of His presence today. To help me not to ignore Him as I walk through “my” day. I know that sounds wrong, that I might ignore God, but sometimes I do. I focus on what I need to get done. I just get moving, and I forget Him until I need Him.

That’s my sometimes truth, and I’m sad it’s true, but it still is. What’s beautiful is this: God is not thrown off by my inconsistencies. He is not overshadowed by my weaknesses. He doesn’t go away, even when I do.

Instead, God hears me, from a car polluted by kid shoes, loom bands, water bottles, paper scraps, messy windows, and a hundred pieces of crayola. A car I told my little sweethearts to “clean out before they get out” yesterday, but clearly, not a car I followed up on.

I sat there praying, and He filled me. It’s hard to explain to anyone who doesn’t know what it is to be filled by God. But that’s what happened. I entered His presence, staring at one of the many messes in my life, but when I fixed my eyes on the God of the Universe, my whole tired outlook changed.

Suddenly I noticed the air full of spring. Birds flitting about a sky more blue than winter. It’s Monday, yes, and I love this world we get to live in. I love the Creator Who spoke it into being and gave us all a speaking part. My heart turned grateful again, and my lips spilled it for a while.

Thank you, Father, for Mondays and spring and messes and all the loves this tiredness represents. Thank you, Father, for YOU and this life…and everything.

God bless you, truly, this overtired Monday…

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If We Only Knew {& Movie Ticket Giveaway}

February 26, 2014 By: Angela Parlin

It was all very good. They’d been gifted Eden. Placed amid perfect beauty we cannot imagine. They walked with God, blessed and flourishing.

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Nothing about God changed, but they changed. They listened to their Father’s enemy, the enemy of their souls. He deceived them, by accusing God of impure motives.

The deceiver accused, and creation listened, touched, consumed, worshiped. Then they realized what they’d done and felt shame. So they hid.

God didn’t walk away. He came to them and asked, Where are you?

Of course He knew.

What is this you have done?

I could read this a lot of different ways. I know what the enemy says. He says God is like an arresting officer. He came to uncover their wrongdoing, kick them out, and curse them. But the enemy lies.

God came broken-hearted.

Loving Father came to His own babies, for whom He’d gone to great lengths to prepare something better. He held in His heart the truth of their response to Him. They did not obey Him; they did not trust Him. They followed someone else–His greatest enemy. He grieved.

God longed for their love and fellowship. He wanted them to stay within His motivated by love boundaries. He wanted them to enjoy beauty He’d made for them, and to enjoy relationship with Him. But they went a different way.

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He sent Jesus many years later, so that all, through Jesus, might believe. Jesus lived among human beings, and suffered here, to make the One true God known to His creation.

Before Jesus laid down His life to redeem us, He wept over Jerusalem, His beloved city, confirming God’s heart toward the disobedient, the unbelieving.

Jerusalem, Jerusalem, you who kill the prophets and stone those sent to you, how often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings,

But you were not willing. (Matthew 23:37)

Jesus came because our Father in heaven is not willing that any of {us} should perish. (Matthew 18:14)

The enemy opposes God’s redemption plan. He cannot overcome the light of Jesus, but he fights it hard. Along with rulers of the darkness of this world, He maligns God and deceives His creatures. The enemy hopes to keep us from knowing God’s true heart and character. To hold us back from fully understanding God’s love.

For God’s love, mercy, and kindness lead us to repent and know God’s heart.

Praying for myself today, and anyone who reads this, that we’ll grasp {more fully} the width and length and height and depth of the love of Christ. That we’ll walk with our Father, blessed and flourishing, never turning away to deception, never hiding.

** I have 4 tickets to the movie, Son of God, to give away to 2 commenters. To be entered in the drawing, leave me a favorite verse from the book of JOHN in the comments. I’ll choose winners Friday at midnight. Movie opens Friday February 28, and tickets can be used through May.

**Update: Congratulations to Mike D. and Amanda S.–you have won the movie tickets! Look for my email!

 

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Before January Gets Away

January 23, 2014 By: Angela Parlin

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I remember saying I would never peg my pants. Or wear capris. Or straighten my hair. Or marry someone who hunts. Or have 4 kids. Or homeschool. Oh, and I would never jump on the word-this-year bandwagon.

It turns out, I should stop saying I would never. Because all of the above proved I would.

Last January, I asked God for a word. It came instantly, and I wanted to trade it in for another. Because Victory? It didn’t mean a whole lot to me then. But I assumed God was fixing to make me a winner, which is a great way to think any day in January. 🙂

Let me back up a minute. In 2012, this verse kept crossing my path:

You give me your shield of victory and your right hand sustains me. You stoop down to make me great. Psalm 18:35

I wrote it on a card and stuck it in a drawer. It had my attention, because it kept showing up. But it didn’t seem entirely relevant to my life.

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But then God went ahead and redefined victory for me. He used this verse to show me victory was GIVEN to me—not something I could achieve. Victory comes from His right hand, not mine.

Victory is simply Christ living in me. Simply, but mysteriously. It’s for me to live IS Christ.

Victory doesn’t come into our lives by TRYING, but TRUSTING.

I know all about the trying. Trying’s all on me. But trusting? Puts it all on Him. If I trust Him completely, then I can rest in Christ and receive His grace. I can let go of the notion this life will be all I make it.

It’s hard though. We are all about our effort here. Life’s about what we do and the results we make happen, even within the Kingdom of God. But Victory in Christ is like eternal life—it’s not something we can gain by trying harder. Jesus gives it freely, to any who will let go (literally, give up) and take it.

What I learned most this year? I need to get out of the way. It’s not my effort that will produce my best life now. It’s only my willingness to trust in, rest in, remain in the Lord. My willingness to die to myself and find my life hidden in Him.

My goal this year is to let go of I’ve got this and all the other mantras. To get out of the way and let Him be my strength. To trust His dreams for me are better than mine. Even if His idea of better doesn’t match my idea.

I ended the year with a couple accomplishments, but nothing more important than Christ in me, the hope of glory.

May this be the banner I raise, in 2014 and beyond…

Thanks be to God! He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. 1 Corinthians 15:57

I have been crucified with Christ, and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. Galatians 2:20

God has chosen to make known the glorious riches of this mystery, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory. Colossians 1:27

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